I have to tell you these things

Because sometimes I need a reply. Even just one word - I need that security.

It's not because I'm obsessed with you.

I just sometimes need a smile on my face.

I love crushes.

I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game

I'm going to let this little dream world carry on for a while. Maybe one day it could be reality? If not...let it carry on, please? :)

I think I've made a break through.

For one of my situations, anyway. :)

Theory.

All singers fall in love with other singers.

All actors fall in love with actresses.

And so on.

What's the hope for me?

I think I quickly need to become a musician or something of that kind...

I have a wonky smile.

Interesting name?

I think not.

Helen Siân Davies.

It hardly screams 'I'm worth it' does it?

Question.

Is it strange that I count the number of words in a sentence, and sometimes the amout of letters in a word?

It helps me remember things.

I need to get my hands on

That hot Everton shirt.

Yes, it is hot, but never will you hear another football shirt be called 'hot' by me.

It's just not how things work. ;]

'Please, inspire me to love you.'

In my head we could be perfect. (:

Just take out all the complications...

My dimples make me smile.

My latest posts have been rather depressive so...

RAWR.

Nevermind. I guess...

Meh.

Why is everything like a puzzle?

I'm slowly starting to piece things together, but when I do it all changes and mixes up again. I wish things could just be straight and told how they are.

One day I'll finish this jigsaw.

I need to get this song out of my head.

Fool.

Don't say things about me when my actual friends are there because they will tell me and then you will end up looking like a fool.

That's just proven how much of a friend you are, just because I don't want to be anything like you, idiot.

Without Charles...

...My spelling becomes awful, as you will probably see in this blog!

So, Charles has gone to play Fifa...yes, that wonderful game.
I guess at this point I should point out how amazing he is at guitar (now that's true, but once I can play, he won't be as amazing ;]) But apparently he can't sing as good as Mr Lee Broderick, which is a downfall because his voice is actually b.e.a.u.tiful :)

Oh, that reminds me...I just told Beth about the whole 'I'll get Lee to message her' her reply was ':O:O:O:O:O:O :D:D:D:D' Bless ;]
She's also asked me a question on formspring ( http://www.formspring.me/Helenhsd ) so it does work :)
Woah....I have 6 questions...forgot to check ;]

So....Beth's gone offline now too.....and so has someone who won't leave me alone...I only have Emma to talk to.
I think Charles should come back online and stop getting beat on Fifa :)

This post is going to look such a mess, it does at the minute anyway...

'I'm annoyed, don't talk to me' Why sign in on msn and have that on your name?! Just don't go online, fool.

I have no more questions to answer and Emma has now gone offline too. My life sucks. It's boring. :)

'The names of Charles W Southern.'
Charles, Choi, Charlie, Chazzzzaaaa....Beaut. Lovely, 'Football, Mr Football, Rockstar, Guitar Guy, 'Southern, Niceface, Man, G'hey, Scouse.

He doesn't have a propper Scouse accent, btw. It's lies :)

This guy is cool when he's drunk, it's that little time that he actually has a heart :P

I've just realised how funny Scousers say 'personal' hahahahaha, that'll have me Loling for a while.

I think I'll sing some songs now...
'I said hey, do you remember my name? It's been quite a while...' I like this song.

I really think they need a record deal. No joke :)

Although then, Charles - you won't speak to me anymore, will you? You'll turn into a douche because you'll be famous...right? :P
Not good, man, not good. :)

I wonder how long this post is going to be, I have a lot of spare time on my hands. I bet there's lots of spelling mistakes too, SORRY SCOUSE!

I'm such a loner, no-one is talking to me. Which is why 'Southern should get back on msn. :)
I don't really know why I'm writting this :') Geek.

Charles, come back?
ilsfm bbz ;] - You know my Chav talk will cheer you up. :)

I must admit, he is cool. Even though his bear is going to become a little too long very soon, I guess he will still be lovely ol' Charlie.
*Hint* Shave your beard, please?! *Hint*

I think I'm going to get some chocolate, because I'm all fat and that. ;]
I'm also going to listen to a few more of them Lee Broderick songs ;]

That 'Nobody's Perfect Acoustic' video actually just made me fall in fucking love with that song. Holy shit man, that's amazing. No jokes. Fuck me that's just....HOW are you not famous selling millions of records?! Really?! : <3.

I now officially have my favourite song in the whole world :')

Thank you, guys :P

Oh, look who's back online. Better post this crap then :)

List of Love.

1) I love people that make you smile without actually meaning too. It's great.

2) Waking up to a cute text lightens up my day.

3) I also love seeing people with beautiful eyes or a nice smile.

4) That small amount of guys in the whole world that actually don't care what the 'other lads' think of them. They don't act like all the others, they actually say sweet things.

5) Guys that play guitar, piano or sing. It's amazing. Makes me so happy :)

6) Cats. I love my cats so much. They're so cute. They may be really annoying sometimes but they're so pretty :)

7) I love accents so much. Well, nice ones :) Especially Scottish ones. When people say your name with a cute accent, it's lovely.

8) I like happy people. People that can cheer you up with two words. They're the kind of people you need in your life. :)

Oh, and my memories. I love my wall. I need to get some more pictures printed for it though :)

Christmas has been and gone.

Now, what do I have to look forward to?!

Well....there's Derren Brown in June but for those 5 months until there....I have nothing!

On the brighter side, christmas was good. I like my presents <3.

And now it's still snowing, which means - the UK STOPS. Yes, the country holds up when there's snow but that means no school so it's alright leik. :)

It's just a bit cold, but I can deal with that for now.

This was after it snowed just before christmas...today it's about 3 times that.